You have spent so much time learning how to survive the waiting. Maybe now God is teaching you how to feel safe when the answer finally comes.

God,

I’ve been praying for this for so long that I stopped expecting it to actually happen. I kept asking, kept believing, kept showing up — but the faith behind the asking got smaller. The waiting wore me down in ways I didn’t notice until I realized I was praying without really expecting you to answer.

So today I’m not just asking again — I’m preparing my heart to actually receive what you’ve been holding for me. Because I think that’s what’s been missing. Not the prayer, but the readiness to hold what comes after.

Help me receive without questioning whether I deserve it. Help me stop bracing for it to fall apart before I can even enjoy it. Heal the part of me that’s so used to waiting that abundance feels suspicious. I’ve been in survival mode for so long that I don’t know what it looks like to actually hold what I’ve been believing for.

Stretch my capacity, God. Open my hands. Open my heart. Prepare me for what’s coming so that when it arrives, I can receive it fully – without fear, without self-sabotage, without convincing myself it won’t last. I’m done just asking. I am ready to receive.

Amen.