Prayers

God, I know this might seem small in the grand scheme of things, but right now, it really hurts. I don’t want to be dramatic. I don’t want to make…

God, Sometimes I look back at the human being I used to be before I found you, and I don’t know what to do with the weight of my feelings.…

God, I want to believe in love again. I want to believe that my heart can be something other than broken, something other than guarded, something other than afraid. I…

God, I am so worn down by this season of waiting. Month after month, day after day, the cycle of hope and heartbreak feels heavier than before. I wake up…

God, Sometimes, I feel like I’m walking in my faith alone. I love my friends. They are kind, they are funny, they are the human beings I’ve built my life…

I always thought my marriage would be the safest place in the world. I thought it would be the space where I’d feel completely seen, and understood, and known. But…

1. Dear God, give me strength. Strength to raise my head, to get out of bed, to rise to my feet and begin this new day. I am so tired.…

Dear God, I can’t stop. I can’t stop these worries from clouding my mind. I can’t stop these doubts from creeping up when I least expect them. I can’t stop…

God, I don’t have the words for this kind of loss, and it hurts. It hurts in a way I have never experienced before, in a way that I feel…

Lately, I feel like I am running on fumes. I am on empty; my strength odometer is on zero right now. Sometimes I wonder if the suffering will ever end.…